Dating With Kids

I am still trying to make sense of what is going on with my relationship. I mean my ex relationship or perhaps my relationship that is in limbo. As you can tell, I have no clue what is going on. All I know is that I am hurt and confused. I talked to the guy in my life on the phone yesterday. He explained that he is not capable of loving anyone right now. But that he does care for me and has feelings for me that could become love when he clears his mind of the drama and baggage that has been weighing him down most of his adult life. Yep, that is why he is seeing a therapist. Now if it wasn’t for the fact that he has been conveying his undying love and devotion to me for over a year, this would be a much easier issue to deal with.

Now I have to find a way to understand that he was lying to himself and me about the fact that he thought that he was in love. I am so confused. We are supposed to talk again today as I head for home. We will see how it goes.